was busy fer the last few days..
again, sooo lack of slp!!
had a wonderful day with laogong ytd..
when bugis to shoppin!
i bought alot of clothes but laogong buy nth..
don be sad laogong, we can shop fer urr clothes next week =D

nn thur night, went to laogong house ferr dinner..
laogong cook mee goreng fer me to eat...
soooooooo yummy!  YUM YUM..
den we went to ntuc extra to buy food food to stock up my house..
bought mian mian, soup soup, nn tibite!! =D
i'm a happy girl!! lalalala~!!

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1 more blog before i go study fer both my exams..

laogong, i knw tat i want this r/s, and i need this r/s
i really think alot today, i knw wut i wan..
but i made a very selfish desicion, i'm not willin to sacrisfics my work.
i can sacrific everything, but not my work.
i can tell you very confidently that is not becos of him..
nn i can oso tell you very confidently tat i do not love him anymore.
i wan to go back to work is becos i really need money to survive..
and this job is really good fer my future..
tat's y i really need this job badly..
if laogong is willin to give in to me once again,
i can promise you tat we will be very blessed than before.

pon lesson on mon
pon lesson on tue
pon sch on wed
ton on thur, chiong project!
fri, now at bf house.. slackin..
FINISHED ETP PROJECT AT LAST..

25 jan- service excellence, housekeepin exams, & lifeskills presentation
28 jan- entrepreuneur project deadline
3 feb- service excellence role play
11 feb- sales & marketing project deadline
12 feb- writting business CA2 deadline
22 feb- lifeskills project deadline
8 to 18 march- exam period

haiis.. there's still sooo many things to do =[

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post a 1st blog to keep me awake.
i'm seriously dead tired nn sleepy!!
haiis. i'm goin to break down soon
i knw tat my health are gettin frm bad to worse.
3hours of slp since a last week!
n my dark rings are darker den panda eyes!
haiis..

sorry laogong, not i don wan to chat or answer you,
i'm really not feelin well.
n my head really blank, my heart are dyin soon..
i knw i'm not initiative enough,
but since the day you knw me,
you shld knw tat i'm very very bad in words,
i cant comfort pp, instead, i will onli make things worse

i'm greedy, i wan laogong and ambition.
laogong is important to me, so is my ambition
but i knw my ambition will nv be fulfill..

i'm really tired, stress and weak now..
sooo many things to do!
can the time jus stop for a day?
i'm rushing with the time!!!!
ROARR!!

i really hope i can slp peacefully!!
i don rmb when is the last time i slp peacefully..
a peaceful 12hrs of slp!

nn i really no money le =[
i need a job! flexible timin!! good pay..
difficult to find la..
haiis..

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P.E is suppose to be a fun and enjoyable lesson.
BUT, our P.E teacher spoilt the fun of P.E..

YOU OLD MAN! SHUT YOUR FCUK UP MOUTH!
STOP BEEN SOO SACASTIC AND NAGGY..
IF YOU ARE UNHAPPY WITH US, JUS COME STRAIGHT TO US!
WHY TWIST AND TURN THE WHOLE THING AND LOOKED AT US..?
WE PUSH YOU TO YOUR LIMIT? WELL, YOU PUSHIN US TO OUR LIMIT!
YOU SAID YOU WILL IGNORE US, IGNORE LA! WHO CARES SOOO MUCH! ASSHOLE..
YOU THINK THAT SIGNIN THE PAPER WILL TURN US INTO A RAT AH?
COME ON! WE WILL GO BY THE AGREEMENT, BUT HELL FOR YOU! OLD MAN!
ONCE WE COMBINE TGT, YOU WILL BE DEFEATED!
AND WE AREN'T SCARE OF YOU AT ALL! YOU LIZARD FACE!

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laogong, you treat me so well, i forever oso wont be able to repay you.
i really hate myself for hurtin you times and again.
whatever i did, nobody will be able to forgive me, even myself.
but you are really magnified laogong, you gave me chances times and again.
i really got to blame myself, for not cherish you.
you are really a good guy, which i'm really not worth your love.
but i am selfish, wanting to keep you by my side.
your trust and believe towards me is gone, all i could give is the promises i made.

i, seah mei xuan, swear to god, and witness by everyone who see my blog,
i will love my laogong, edwin mah chee yong, and no one else
if not, i will die horribly, pester by ghost, die of fatal accident and stuck by lighting.

after this quarrel, i know tat you are still standing firm and importantly in my heart,
i cant live w/o you..
all i hope is laogong to be happy, i don wan to see the sadd face on your face.
i promise i will try my very best to make you the happiest guy on earth.
i'm really sorry of what i had done, i promise that i will settle it asap.

*anyone, pls intro jobs to me!! i need a job badly!

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you better not irrated me or step on my tail.
you ugly bitch..
i'm not goin to tolerence you anymore.
i'm jus a bomb now that may explode anytime.
one more thing you do tat irratated me,
i'm sooo goin to slap tat moneky face of urrs!

sometimes i do pity you.
but now i don!
wake up urr mind and stop doin those bo liao de thing!
i'm not goin to fall ino urr trap again.
you sly foxy..

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lols..
like a jus said, i will be nagged again!
he nag at me for eatin sooo slow..
eat sooo fast ferr wut?
i don wan to hav tummy like him!!
wahahahaha!!
eat slowly, so tat i can disgest oso ma =]

i feel sooo bored now!!
ROARR!!
i'm at the workshop now, WORKING!
n i'm eatin my lunch now.
everyone was sooo busy, except me..

actually i am suppose to be havin lesson now..
but.. i skip lesson..
bo liao siia, ms fun oso nv come sch today..
den we oso havin SVE for our last lesson, more jialat siia..
HER LESSON = SLEEPING PILL!

hack care la.. i rather study alone..
with or without teacher means nth to me..
i hate sch to the core..
feel like quittin sch lo..
but abit wasted siia..
haiis, dunno wut to do oso..

ok, i gtg now lo, BOSS IS BACK!!
if not i'm goin to be nag again! =x

late for sch today, late for 1hr..
sooo lack of slp..
havin bad headache recently..
due to lack of slp bahx?
onli slept ferr 3hrs this few days
skip pe today, hack care la,
pe lesson sooo waste time.
bo liao siia..
must pass pe caii can pass our course?
wut the fucking kind of rule is this la.
does pe link to hotel management?
the person who set this rule is realli brainless!
i'm soooo goin to skip pe lesson on almost every week =D

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i jus feel super moody now..
recently quite alot of things happen..
addin up to my stress nn patience..
my family, relationship, sch work nn frens..


my family
daddy, i knw you wan us to hav better life, but you are harming our family instead of helping..
this is not the 1st time le, wut i had in the past is alrdy enough, i don wan history to happen again..


relationship
laogong, i knw we wont be able to be wut we are like in the past le. becos of me, you changed alot.. urr bad temper, patience nn being a more understandin person. but i did not change much at all. since our 1st r/s a few years ago, i hav hurt you time n again, makin you sadd nn disappointed. i knw you are sick nn tired of our r/s nn i am very selfish to hold you back, not lettin you go. we quarrel quite a no of times recently, nn almost break up. but you did your best to salvage our r/s, givin the best treatment which i nv hav it ferr a long time alrdy.. pls don treat me sooo good, give me a chance to treat you better laogong. i feel tat i did nth in our r/s. onli make you piss off nn unhappy. i really love you baobeii, but i gort a feeli tat you will leave me one day. nn i'm not the one ferr you. haiis.


sch work
fuckin teacher teach fuckin sub.. at first, i feel tat she is ok, nn her sub oso ok.. but now!! i hate the teacher to the core!! minus 10pts jiu minus la.. no big deal wut. i got the experience, but wut i will fail is urr thoery paper onli. you shitty teacher..


friends
well, i'm still waitin ferr tat someone to tell me abt the SVE thing.. why tell ji ji onli? there's such thing call as sms, msn nn telephone wut. on tat day when hasnah sae abt the thing, you shld tell us le, y wait until friday night at 11:10 den tell ji ji? i rmbed you still sms me on thur, askin me fri thingy, but you did not mention anything abt SVE.. well, wut's urr motive? nn all of us rmbed you sae that you CANT eat butter corns, spicy, choco nn prawn ahh? well, we saw you eat all this.. don be such a liar.. come on, if you can eat, jus sae can la.. walao eh..

last year our course went to simei ite ferr some makeover..
it was sooooooooooo badly done nn it's sooooooooooooooo fuckin ugly la!!
i can only said tat the hairdresser done nth to my hair..
and the make up artist de make up realli cannot make it la.
although i don realli knw how to put on make up..
at least my own make up is nicer..
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..
totally spoilt my image siia.. idoit..
make me look like some thousand years monster.
ROARRRR!!

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